HI and welcome.
I hope you find this site as supportive, informative and loving as I have. It's a path we walk together, leaning on others at times, and at other times carrying others. There's a lot to be learnt, but this path can be made managable.

I'm sorry about the hard times you are going through. It's even harder when you have to keep a smile on your face for the sake of your kids. You seem like a strong person - keep it up xx