yes, i run from attention. it scares the daylights out of me. im really good at diverting it onto someone else at the first signs. i did tell my t in a journal assignment once that i didnt like attention or closeness. so she knows of it. but i think my behavior screams it at her anyway.


Is it scary to be focused on in therapy?

reading that scares me. its extremely hard for me. dont like it at all. and theres no one else there to reflect it on it. so i am stuck with it. no escape. its takes everything i got to get through a session.