This year is more than important for me, and it is imperative that I work hard, yet... I'm not doing that!

I'm procrastinating, perhaps falling behind in my work, and I've become lazy. I have a big paper due on Monday, and I have yet to start. However, I'm not as stressed, which is great.

I can't admit my feelings to myself, or I'd probably get depressed about all I haven't done or could have done. That's the thing. Depression. I don't want to stress myself out to the point where I'd be stuck in the dumps.

I'm capable of much greatness, but I don't want to. I'm disapointed in myself because I want to do all that I can in my life.

I can't find that happy medium, everyone. How can I get my mind out of the gutters and working again?