I can be quite headstrong and passionate but for the most part I'm a calm collected individual.. Until someone does something I cannot understand toward me at least. I can also be very understanding if I know the person well, which is why lying to me, as Jesse did, was so unnecessary that it's irritating.

I don't have many wishes or desires, I'm not materialistic and I don't need people to like me or love me really.. All I ever ask from anyone is that they just be honest. They don't have to give me a whole life story about themselves or a novel about their feelings, but when the time comes just tell it how it is. If you don't wanna be my friend then don't be. If you wanted to go out with some other girl then tell me. If you're not planing on showing up on my birthday then say so. I have no idea why it's that hard.. It seems harder to lead someone on for months on end other than spend 5 minutes saying your two-three sentences and leaving.

I have little patience for many things.. and when something gets to me I over analyze and vent about it until I get distracted by something else. I wish I was capable of controlling my emotions when it comes to things like this.. I mean I've heard it said before that you lose to them as soon as you react; if you don't react it doesn't give them the satisfaction of having got to you.. but my personality clashes with such a statement and it makes me even more frustrated. Especially since the people I'm upset with have basically all done the same thing: lied when they needn't to, to get out of a situation.