hillbunny,

I so appreciate your posts! I learn something new every time, and look at myself in a different light as I try to relate.

I, too, have literally had to recreate what was instinct for me. It was instinct for me to do/say/react in ways that weren't helpful anymore and quite frankly, not good for me. T and I discussed that many times...almost a re-training of childlike emotions, reactions, fears, etc.

I've come so far in that I think. I can now blend my emotions with my intellect for a better outcome.

Thank you again for sharing!

KD