That's so lovely that your T said she was glad to see you. I hope you can carry with you that feeling of being cared for.

How great that you had a study and workout schedule going- if you've managed it before, you will manage it again. It is totally understandable that the holiday has unsettled the routine you've got into- holidays require so much extra effort when we're already trying so hard. I think you *are* very resistant, it's just that you are putting a lot of your energy each day into things which others take for granted. It's ok to give yourself a break, or even to have wobbly days and weeks.

Good luck in making your decision about the meds.