The thing is her dad has it and she knows exactly what it is, she forced me to go and see psychs when i was 13,14,15 because she knew there was something wrong with me, she paid for me to see counsellors and all sorts, she got angry when they said it was just a phase, she got angry when i refused to talk to them!
Now its like she's bored of it, i know she just wants me to actually get on with my life, but i'm struggling so much to 'keep going' every day and she refuses to see why.
She said i sit and feel sorry for myself, when i actually dont, i go to work when i am meant to and try my best with college, i cant force myself to act like she wants me to act!