Who I Really Am

I am ...
The main thing about me is ... I want to do good. I want to be loved. I want to love others

I feel most like me when ... I'm around accepting people who know there is a little pain inside me

What I like most about a person is ... Their ability to love and open up to let me care about them.

I get angry when ... people are selfish and uncaring
I feel happiest when ... there is a sunny beautiful day outside and inside of me

I believe in ... hope.
One thing I want to accomplish is ... I want to help others by telling them my life story.

What I like most about myself is ... my sensitivity and judgement, and compassion

I hate it when ... people are hypocritical
I feel least like me when ... I'm around people who are judging me and I feel i need their acceptance.

If you really knew me ... you would know how laid back I am.
I feel weakest when ... I am sad.
When I feel angry I ... hide it.
On a rainy day I like to ... watch tv

I feel good when I remember ... jogging in the spring

When I'm alone I feel ... a desire to be comforted
Most of all I really want ... to have a family or be apart of a family.
I was the type of child who ... was shy and sad.
One thing I'd like to change about myself is ... my anxiety

I feel strongest when ... Im leading a group
On a beautiful day I like to ... walk outside
My favorite passtime is ... quilting
When I feel happy, I like to ... talk on the phone.
My Child Within is ... growing stronger

Who I Pretend To Be

I pretend to be ... okay... not hurting

Most people don't know that I ... hurt so intensly from the past

I give the impression of ... having it all together.

The mask I wear is ... perfection

On the surface I am ... timid

The game I play is ... please love me or i'll run away

I hide behind ... my competence

I wear makeup because ... there are so many imperfections

The clothes I wear indicate ... I'm reliable

The car I drive shows that ... I've succeeded

My job or profession shows others that ... I'm intelligent

The real me hides under ... competence

How long I've been pretending is ... since i was 11

How often I pretend is ... daily

ugh.. wow. feel like i just been through a therapy session.