guess opening up to people is something i never learned. and seems impossibly hard to do. i think this is what t was trying to do a bit of today. but i wasnt cooperating. i couldnt share anything. even tho she waited patiently for my answer. thats how i ended up with it as homework now. i think t may not be successful with this concept unfortunately. i think it has been too much time to change it now. too engrained. and theres trust in this too. i dont think i have any. and i am unable to believe that anyone would really care. just hasnt happened in my life. i dont want to risk sharing and then realize this after. i have learnt from other things that it is better for me to say nothing.

sunny, i am really glad that you are progressing with this. it is the right way to go.

Sannah, i will try. maybe i can put it in my journaling.