between you, me, and mobius I guess we keep the world rotating pretty well, lol.

It is a mixed bag as far as being done with the telling the story part of trauma. I have other trauma, though, and T said we will start on that next. It's hard to imagine it will be worse than the year it took me to get through this crap, but the stuff I have to talk about now is the CSA and, while it was less shattering physically, it goes deeper and is much older than the SA we just finished, and took place over the course of years and decades, not just minutes and hours.

I do really wonder, though, if I am alone with the SA again now. I don't want to be. I certainly always thought I would be free from nightmares and stuff when I "finished". I think what T knew and didn't want to say is just that we are never really done.