zoo, after what you've just been through being sick and all, I am glad that you were able to find a way to feel connected to T after an 'off' session.

I also think it's really a sign of growth that you were able to wonder what was up with her and that it was out of character for her. Even though you thought it was about you (I would have too ) you also wondered what was up with her and really identified it as her being off.