I know how it felt the day I knew I just had to tell,
its like a rock in your heart. A rock because they make you feel like its your fault, you know if you tell either people will hate you and be upset, not believe you, or the latter...believe you and support you.

But why does it have to feel like you did something wrong, why does it have to feel like your dirty..like YOU did it.

I just cant understand it and everytime I think about it i want to throw something or yell something through gritted teeth because I dont get it
WHy the hell do I have to pay ..why do I have to suffer?

And then once I tell.....everyone else moves on and im stuck with the dirty work? and for me it NEVER GOES AWAY.

*****-HOLE! I HATE YOU! YOU SHOULD HAVE PAYED FOR THIS!