((((iluvyaoi))))

Thank you for posting. When I have those dreams and awake it feels as though I am right there and lost within that place. I have to try to orientate myself to where I am and sometimes it takes a while to know for sure.

I find myself having to get up and move around but still many times will fall back into that place like I never left it. I do gasp for air and find it hard to breath. Many times it is as if I have been running a marathon or something. It feels so real and like it wasn't a dream at all.

At times I will not go back to sleep because it felt so real and I do not want to dream again. Sometimes I scream out in my dreams and wonder if I have actually done so out loud. At times I awake with tears falling and scared. It is something that many times sticks with me all the next day.

Sending you gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps