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Originally Posted by SUNNY2009
I guess I am reacting a little to him getting married....
I guess I kinda feel like a kid who doesnt want to share him....
inside I feel like a kid that has her arms folded across her chest pouting! "I dont want to be happy for him!" bratty....
I guess I need to work through whatever it is that is nagging at me inside...
I wish I was normal like people who never had to deal with these issues .... I guess I wish I could grow up to meet someone like him...
so silly....41 and still trying to figure life out.... and how to be close to people and be healthy
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I'm glad that you want to stay and work through this. This is how you get better - when these things come up and yes, these things do come up when you are working on issues.
I got beyond wishing that I had a better upbringing. I was/am just glad that I am figuring things out and moving forward. Remember "an unexamined life isn't worth living". It really is okay.