>>one of them removed my rifle (dont know where and dont really care) but it hasnt seemed as tempting since i got onto the forums

Hey there's a lot of good news in that post. First of all the most excellent thing is that you have felt a little better as a result of being here. I am so glad you found something that can be in your "toolbox" to help you get through this. With depression comes so much negativity that it is great to hold onto anything you find that can help.

It is also great that you found someone to move your rifle. Even if you feel safer about it right at this moment, with it gone you don't have to even worry about it becoming a temptation in the future. Really best to get it out of there, it is just one less negative thing to have sitting around so now you can focus better on getting through this and getting well again.

Also kudos to your friend who came over to help. We at this forum all know and understand what you are going through, and because of that we can be a great source of support, but it is also good to know you have someone who can help you out with physical things when you need something. Clearly you have people in your life that know you and care about you and are willing to help. The negativity from depression can often hide that fact from your "reality", so try to remember that there are people there and here that love you and want to help you through this!

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