So it turns out V, the guy who got me into this mess, was RELEASED from prison last Friday (posted bail)...immediately contacted me via IM (breaking a no contact order) right in the middle of my writing a paper, and right in the middle of me tapering off klonopin....

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So everything started to spin and I had to take an extra half...(back up to 3)...

I HATE HIM!!!!

I think this is a good thing though , the anger...right after I almost passed out I got right back up and continued to work on my paper...

The police were called, patrolled my house....

I am still tapering off my medication...

I am going to fight back - TRO (restraining order)..I hope it goes to trial, I want him to get a longer sentence if he is dumb enough to plead not guilty - which is how it looks.

Btw...I had a date the other night - he he - it was fun. I felt normal, did not get nervous or anything.