Kati,
It is just a temporary thing but why don't you through those sissor in a dumpster somewhere? Do it in a ritualistic way with the intent that in throwing away the sissor you are also throwing away the idea that there is something wrong with you.
Carrie

To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No one's been crueler then I've been to me.
I am sorry to myself, my apologies begin here before everybody else.
I am sorry to myself, for treating me worse then I would anybody else. --Alanis Moresette