time0 i know exactly how you feel, sometimes i read stuff on here and i totally misinterpret it and take it personally. then i remember everyone has different problems i cant expect everone to understand me and my insecurities i know how real it seems when you have these feelings, but try and remember depression is like lookin through glasses that only let you see the bad things in life. for me anyway depression is a very powerful illusion so powerful its almost real, but deep down i know it isnt. im glad your back on ya feet and thanks for sharing your feelings i was starting to think i was all alone again and thats just what depression wants.

takecare