that is me. fear, fear, fear!!! it prevents me from doing anything different.

but today i took a chance. just to see. i wanted to let my t know a little of what i am thinking. she had asked in t today. but i didnt answer. i just sent my t an email about some things i have been thinking about. i dont know if it was a good idea or not. not sure if maybe i was pushing t away in it or not. guess her reply will be an indicator. (i posted the email on the physchotherapy forum.)

i hope she was ok with it. because if not i will back waaaaay off. not deliberately. but i know i will. i hope it was not a mistake to send.

thank you for posting. you do get me very well. and were helpful. you seem like a very courageous person.