Its nearly 3am and I have been in bed since 11pm. I can not sleep. I have been having issues more than usual recently. The other night I was up til 6am. I managed to clean out boxes which were under my bed. Tonight I have wrote out info regarding my Bipolar and I am gonna share with my family well in time wen I build up a bit more confidence. I am dying for sleep. Been sleeping till 2pm and then feeling sluggish throughout rest of the day. Not very productive day. Had big plans for Friday. Why does this always happen when I have plans. Sitting watching nearly finished dvd number 2. Dvds usually helps me sleep. But nothing is. Nothing helps this bloody insomnia. Not even sleeping pills. Driving me crazy now!