The final cast list is going to be posted. I just want closure at this point... it's amazing how something like this upsets me so much. I mean, I have been really looking forward to it for about a year and a half but still... I feel so stupid for being so emotionally weak. I didn't go to class today because I just couldn't motivate myself to go. Ate basically nothing all day and can't focus on work. I'm just so angry with myself for letting this get to me so much. I'm trying to put everything into perspective and keep telling myself that it's not that big of a deal but I just don't feel that way. Hopefully with closure tomorrow I will be over to get over it...