Thanks everyone - hoping this lasts. Pdoc did trigger me, but didn't seem to really get to me; step forward...
I'm just tired and need to get my sleep under control - else that'll be a biggy for me.
I told my pdoc about my negative and sui thoughts, and she did absolutely NOTHING, nor did she flinch. She just is worried about what meds to prescribe, that I cannot really OD on. Flip woman - just help me, stop the depression, and I won't have these thoughts!