It has been almost exactly to the hour one full year since I was in a serious car accident. This accident changed my life in many ways, and tonight/this morning as I lay here trying to sleep, I keep flashing back to the accident, and that mornings events. Only 3 hours and it will be one year exactly. I lay here awake...not sure if I am afraid to sleep or simply can't sleep. I try to relax and my mind flashes back to the accident. Then I almost want to cry because I am lucky to be alive. but at the same time I almost wonder if I really am lucky. With the pain I am still suffering from as a result of the accident and still not having a reliable veichle a year later I am fustrated and at times even angry. I guess I just need someone to listen to me vent right now and a place to get my feelings out since sleep doesn't seem to be hapeing and it is the middle of the night there really isn't anyone to talk to.
Thanks for listening....feel free to respond if you wish, but not necessary.
Dar
PS attached are the picts from accident
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