well, the kids are been adopted, my boyfriend does know this. and as for my education i have always been above average at school because i do alot of work at home and research in my own time, so i am hoping my grades dont drop also i am get extra tutoring at home by one of my teachers so hopfully my grades will not be effected and to be honest in my life all i have ever cared about is grades because i want to be a surgeon. So i will not be keeping the kid from the second it is born.