i filed for child support right away.
as i was looking at our county website i was reading on domestic violence.
and i have to admit that my marriage had that i was emotionally abused.
my mom told me that too as she gave me a ride to work. that what he was doing was a type of abuse.
as i read the what domestic abuse is and what it can cause and the end results of it
i began putting the pieces together things starting clicking into place.
i understand now why i always had that anxiety why i always questioned myself.
i never quite understood y i wasn't the same person i was years ago.
and why that dramatic change and that my past was hazy to me.

i texted my husband since we are only on a text only type of contact and i told him from my heart that i needed to let him know that our marriage had domestic abuse.
hew said well its good your getting out of it.

i can only wonder what he was really thinking.
but i feel a bit on the bright side. and ready to continue forward.
i will turn to god for help but i will also turn to the law for my divorce help.
i know the beginning is just right in front of me i just have to push away the things getting in between me and the door to a better life.