Basically my GRE is expired, but I applied to a grad program anyway that I liked ALOT. The problem is I find out tonight or tomorrow if they are really interested in me. I figured out I could come up with the money (though I could use it for other things) to retake the GRE, but my disorder... I didn't have these problems when I went for my bachelor's, but now even a little bit of stress has been triggering my mood symptoms and psychosis. My aunt at least thinks it's a bad idea. This degree would involve me moving much of the way across the country away from any support system from my relatives.

Advice? Though if I find out I didn't make the cut, I can always just forget about it and save my money.