Splitimage, my heart goes out to you. I know how hard it is to struggle with addiction. I am currently 8 months sober (9 on December 11). Please stay strong and really if you have to take it an hour at a time do just that! What ever it takes to stay strong and not give in to the temptations. Keep up with your AA meetings and your praying because I know your higher power will hear you and release you soon from your problems. Good luck! And stay strong! You have all of on PC rooting for you