Hi splitimage I just read your post and it could have been me a month ago posting the same, im just over 6 months sober and went through crazy obsessions about alcohol up to about 5 months. I think what kept me going was keeping busy and being with safe people. U say about your employment situation do u work voluntarily anywhere? I found working in a charity shop's changed me as I knew people were relying on me and were pleased to see me when I got there. Keep the faith, sending you some kind thoughts