I know Thanksgiving isn't until Thursday but I am stressing now. It will be the first holiday or real family gathering since my surgery. I am worried that they will be watching what I eat asking are you supposed to eat that? I hate it when I think people are watching me eat. I don't know what to do and plan on bringing it up in therapy today but still am open to any suggestions. Everytime I talk to my grandma and we start talking about what we are making for dinner and such she always asks me are you supposed to eat that? If I wasn't supposed to be eating it I wouldn't I don't want to gain all that weight back and plus I don't think Dr. Baker would be a nice guy if I started to gain. Anyway I am not sleeping at night and such I am so stressed. Also my family spends most of the day eating and I don't eat when I'm not hungry so I know they will be well Jan why don't you have any pie? Why don't you have some more cranberry sauce etc. I plan on saying No thank you I'm full. I hope that works. I would love to not go but that's not an option.

Jbug