When I try to create - and it's getting worse all the time - I get frustrated, angry and inevitably give up because it's easier than staring at a blank page. If someone sees my art work, poetry, or fictional work - or advertisements for that matter, I wrote commercials for a radio station years ago - I am told I have talent. But I look at what they are looking at and wonder where I can get ahold of whatever they're smokin', 'cause I'd really like some of that!

I am not talkin' writters block, here. Unless writters block is often accompanied by rage, nausea, vertigo, etc.

The more important the idea/project is to me, the worse these symptoms. I'd given up on ever creating anything any more, but my fiancee wants me to design her wedding dress. And, like a dummy, I said I would.

Now what the heck do I do? Any ideas?

If anyone is interested, I put 3 of my poems from years ago in the creative corner. If you take a look, get back to me.