Ugh. What can I say? I hate everything right now and I feel so hopelessly sad and lonely. I think if I had a good real life friend I wouldn't have any problems but there is no one. I latch onto an ex just because he was around to speak all the time and put up with his annoying obsession with his gf until I finally snap. He probably blocked/deleted for good now, I mean why talk to me when you can go have phone-sex with your 12 year old online girlfriend? >_> People suck.. and obviously it doesn't get any better..

This is the first time in my life I've considered suicide.. and there's no one around me to pull me out of this..