Hi WX, welcome to Psych Central!

I'm afraid it wouldn't be a good idea for even a qualified professional to try to diagnose you online without ever having met you. You might want to try reading up a little on PTSD and dissociation, though, in case either one rings any bells for you. Did the detail section of your Sanity Score results give you any useful leads?

I second Tishie's advice about consulting a therapist.