Fuzzy, sorry you are feeling violated--

Could it be that is was a misunderstanding? Just a thought....

The pulling back I do and the triggers I feel are all a fairly new revelation for me--- I am trying to question them... "is it a feeling that I had in the past-- and am putting those feelings onto this event?" and also "perhaps even though this event feels the same-- maybe-- it is different in some way". --- then I have been trying to see in what ways it is different -- to help me move on...

Well, not sure if that made sense to you.... I'm still not so good at expressing things... I'm so not used to it... trying though.

Please know I am thinking of you--
You can PM me anytime.

mandy