I hate that I can't stop eating when I am starting to go into a manic episode of my bipolar. It sucks I literally can't control how much I eat and I feel like I am getting fat again. I just wish I could go back to not eating anything. I love the empty feeling for some reason. It makes me feel light even though I weigh the same as I do when I actually eat . I just need help. Sorry about the rant. But I had to get it out.