Dexter
Thank you for responding and Thank you for your concern. after a nice long shower I came too my sences and realized not many people believe in God. I happen to think he is my Savior. I'v changed my so called "Preaching Qoute" to non Biblical. that way I won't lose my cool.. I know people have diffrent opinions and different beliefs so I have appoligized to all that I have offended in anyway. those were not my intentions. I just hope no one has a problem with Gandhi....differences of opinion will not weaken the overall good that the support on this board has served me. I couldn't even begin to tell you how many people my heart goes out to. for the great advice and overwhelming support.One of the keys to any support group is the realization that while many times it is hard to think clearly for yourself, it is often easy to find kind words for others in a similar situation, and in doing so it helps you find some strength within yourself and also makes you feel good about helping others. Of course you can't do that without expressing your personal beliefs. but I shall keep those to myself. it is a catch-22 and again I apologize to all that I have offended...
Thanks Dexter for your support and kind words

When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth & love have always won. there have been tyrants & murderers, and for a time they can be invincible, but in the end they always fall.
think of it... always.
Mohandas Gandhi...