I hate the fact that I have absolutely no self esteem at all. I mean none . I hate facebook (which might sound random) because I always go and look at peoples facebook pictures and notice just how prettier they are then me. Like I have this one model friend that I swear is pretty. Now I have a boyfriend that tells me he loves me but I beg to differ because I'm so ugly. I know he would prefer to be with those girls more than me because they are pretty and have long hair, which is something he likes that I don't have. It hurts me to always feel so ugly. I feel fat because I eat to much, I feel not pretty because well I simply don't believe I am pretty. There are so many things about me I wish I could change like my hair color, my skin color, my eye color, my breast size, my stomach length, my lips. I'm obsessed with wanted to be prettier because I'm consumed with the fact that I am hideous. Maybe I have Body Dysmorphic (spell check) Disorder. I have never really looked into it. What do y'all think?