I printed out pieces of my posts and gave them to T. Only my posts, and no one's responses. He is going to call my p-doc on Monday so we can discuss. I think he is troubled by what I shared and thinks that some more psychopharm intervention is necessary. He can't prescribe, but I think he wants to discuss some big guns in terms of antipsychotics.

I'll be safe over the weekend because I don't any time alone, really, and the short time I do have alone, I am pretty sure I can handle.

As far as my parents go, we are going to think of ways to let them know that I can't share every detail with them and figure out ways to work out their offers, my needs and how we can all get what we want and need in the situation.

A bit of good news to share... I made it to the church fair today to help my son sell earrings that we made in honor of his grandma who died in September of cancer. I was so proud of him. That has lifted my mood for the time being.