I was the same way when I located a teacher I hadn't heard from in 25 years. So many what if - what if my parents were right? what if the rumors are right? what if she don't like me any more? Gosh there were so many what ifs its not funny. I could have sat there all day in this. So then I took a few breaths and thought ok I already know I can drive myself nuts on this so here goes nothing and I wrote an email letting the person know on the onther end that I once knew someone with that name and I was looking for her. The next day I recieved an email back saying it was indeed her and incleded was some info only her and I knew so that I could relax that I had found her. we have been emailing since. I have her phone number - well I did before katrina hit her in new orleans. luckily she got to safety. But anyway. what Im getting at is----BREATH, BREATH BREATH. then try to bypass the what ifs and dial that phone Im excited for you