My therapist once touched my wrist when I first started to SI.
I didn't do it for a couple of months. It felt healing.

I'm debating whether to ask him during our next session if he
would hold my wrists, and ask me to not cut, or whatever he wants
to say that would be healing.

But I'm afraid of asking him to touch me, afraid that he might think
it's not appropriate. We hugged once. He has shook my hand a few times. My sexual transference issues with him dont make this any
easier. I would love for him to just hold me.

Do I dare ask?