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Dec 05, 2010, 01:50 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Hi - I'm so sorry you're feeling so low. Believe me, I remember feeling like that - especially in my younger years. Being a teenager is horrible. I would NEVER go back to those years for all the money on earth. It was too darn painful. Nothing seemed to make sense, my parents didn't give a hoot, and I had no one to talk to about anything. At least when you're an adult and working, you can go see a counselor and they won't tell your parents! LOL
I've been in and out of therapy most of my adult life - and all & all it has done me a lot of good. One therapist was a real jerk and I was a basket case so I wasn't sure what was up but he molested me. Needless to say shortly after that I committed myself to a mental ward for 2 weeks. The last therapist I saw was awesome - she showed me how to take my power back, so I didn't have "walk on me" pasted on my forehead. lol Perhaps therapy IS what you need. If nothing else, you need someone to talk to. You have some issues that need to come out. And it takes a trained therapist to deal with those.
You ARE an important person, dearheart. You MATTER in this world. God put you here for a reason - now you have to find out what that reason is. It takes a while, but you'll figure it out. You are NOT stupid OR lazy. And YES you do deserve help!! Something that you don't know about caused you to feel this way - and it's undoubtedly not your fault. It hardly ever is.
So please - get an appointment with a therapist, will you? You're to vital a person to waste. God bless and I'll keep you in my prayers. And please--keep us posted on how you're doing?? Hugs, Lee 
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