Myzen and Dottie..........I think those of us who posted might have done so because NOW we are able to look back and see that we did things that to us are NOW funny. When the above happened to me - I didnt think it was funny at all - I was in shear terror, running for my life so to speak. However, now knowing that I cannot "outrun" my brain (thats where the panic attacks are)........to me knocking down that huge man IS funny to me.

I hope that you both will get to a point that you can look back at what was a horrible time , and see the humor. I think it is part of healing, and getting better.