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At this very point in time I am so extremely angered and hopeless that I feel I could break windows and stab people. I am EXTREMELY tempted to grab a knife and start hacking away at myself, like I've never been before. The feeling I get is one of veins throbbing in my wrists, my fingers literally and physically itching...and the only natural instinctive response I get is to cut it open...it feels like there is too much air in my veins and I need to let go of it now. How do you guys cope with such feelings? No I have nobody to talk to at the moment and I'm not seeing a psychologist, only a psychiatrist, and that's proving fruitless.
Help.
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