My boyfriend has been emotionally abusing me for years now and it hurts so bad. Its making me insane. I don't know what to do about it. It makes me so angry because i care so much about him and love him so much and he doesn't even care anymore about me. I just found out last week that he has been cheating on me with another girl, and right after i found out HE broke up with me. I haven't tried to talk to him becasue i feel so stupid about everything that he did to me. I feel like he broke up with me and doesnt care about me anymore becasue i am bipolar and depressed. He gets mad at me when i cry. I said happy birthday to him yesterday and he ignored me. i dont know what to do anymore.