Hi, i've been smoking grass for 3 years, im not the same person as i was. It helps me chill for about 40 minutes then i get a panic attack. Sometimes its better to smoke and fall asleep than face problems but it all comes back when you wake up. At my worst i would smoke 7-10 joints in a day, but honestly you cant rely on it instead of medication. I still smoke but only when I want to. I think that although it is not physically addictive when you rely on it like that its a mental addiction which we have a predispostion for, i found that i was very antisocial and for a while the grass was like what my t would call my "caregiver". I would barely leave the house being able to get other people to come around and when there was going to be a shortage of it i would be frantic, sometimes even searching my whole room for the tiniest leaf, which is pathetic. But hey its great for a cheer up when you're taking meds, they're not necessarily right for everyone but they are supposed to counter the despair we are prone to feeling. If anyone would like to talk about their own experience id love to chat(:. Stay safe.x