It makes alot of sense (((((((((((((Kimmydawn)))))))))))))). My memories come first by way of nightmares and flashbachs then as we learn more the physical momories hit. A couple years ago the worse pain I had ever felt hit. and it went on for about two weeks and no matter what I did all I could do was curl up in a ball with a heating pad trying to stay warm and connected to something other than the pain.. I hope I never feel that kind of pain again, but realistically I know that for complete healing to take place I have to let myself feel the things that happened in the past as well as what is happening now in the present. I remember that pain only too well. I know hugs dont help in making the pain go away but Im here for you to hang on to until it passes..(((((((((((Kimmydawn))))))))))