Okay.. I don't feel that bad but I can't say I feel good either. I still feel very negative about life, and I just want to sleep all day.. but maybe because I'm surrounded by a lot of negative people.

I went out for a movie yesterday with an older friend. She used to be my "big sister" in a program, but since that has ended she's become my.. I think child and youth worker? She's the only one around here that validates my feelings so being with her I feel safe and understood. She's planning on contacting my school to set up a new plan that will have me back in "public" where I can socialize with kids my own age again instead of being isolated at home. She's going to go with me for that psych assessment..

In the over all things are looking up, but my moods aren't so much