Thanks everyone for the kind words.

She is getting help. She has an intake appointment on December 21. She wants to get help. I told her to call me when the sadness comes and she feels like drinking. I love her and will continue to support her. No matter what.
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Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
---Robert Frost