I hate to tell you, but you're heading for trouble. You're going to cross that invisible line into alcoholism and then it will be too late. You ALREADY show the signs of having a drinking problem ~ it might already be too late.

Why not try to STOP drinking for a week - and see if you can actually DO it. If you CAN'T then you will know that you're an alcoholic. If you crave the booze, if it's all you think about, if you can't wait until you have your next drink -- then that's the absolute sign of alcoholism. Only YOU can call yourself an alcoholic. But we can give you the signs & symptoms.

Why not try it? If you find that it shows that you are, get to an AA meeting. There, you will find people just like you ~ and young people too, not just old folks. God bless and take care. Hugs, Lee