I have so much to do with moving and all but I don't want to do anything and I have no motivation to do it. I also have ADHD but I take Adderall for that. All I do is pretty much play around on the computer and watch TV. I feel fine, not hyper or depressed, but maybe on the inside something else is going on that my "conscious mind" is not aware of? It is almost like I don't care about the mounting list of things I have to do.
I have lived in my current house for 16 years and now the landlord has decided he wants to fix it up and sell it. I have to be out by the end of this month. I just am not sure how I feel about it yet. Part of me is happy because it is an old drafty farmhouse but I am also sad because there so many memories here.
Could any of this play a part in me not wanting to do anything? Could hypermania/depression be coming on and I am not aware of it yet?
Any advice would be helpful.
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