Please let us know how you are doing. I wish I could give my bf the repsonsibility to lock my meds away, but he's not that type of person. I like the idea of alternatively hiding some of your meds away.

If you are having urges to OD (And I am really talking from experience!) you need to investigate where this is coming from. For me, it's when I'm consumed with sever lonliness, stress, exhaustion, lack of hope - ultimately I am knocking my own self-worth.
You should try and see a T to help you work through the emotional issues that are causing these thoughts in the first place.
I hope the urges have left (For me they only last a day or so) and you are feeling better. You are also welcome to PM me.

Please be careful with your meds. Your pdoc is trusting you by giving you a script, so don't break the trust. I know it can be tempting when the pain is excrutiating - but it will pass - you can beat this!